Lacking in motivation today.
The to-do list is calling my name and I have no get up and go to even start on it, let alone finish it.
This is the change that I need to make the most, and is the hardest for me. There are always obstacles that get in my way. Some are my own creation, but others are not in my control. That's what happens in a household of 5.
The husband had to finish the renovations on our eldest child's room. Something that was started 3 weeks ago. It took most of the afternoon.
The younger two did not want to get along today. It meant more disruptions for me to mediate them.
The few moments that I did have, once I started, I was my own worst enemy and got easily distracted by less important tasks. Unfortunately, that happens a lot.
By the time I was able to get some time to myself and actually try focusing on the to-do list, it was time to start dinner.
I still want to change my house keeping habits. I am not giving up, I will work through the list I made as much as I can tomorrow and then make a new one for the following week. Hopefully I can choose to manage the distractions better and get things done.
I am the one in charge of my change.
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