Today was a really off day.
Woke up this morning feeling totally defeated. A long, restless night full of demoralizing dreams did nothing to help with my motivation to work on my to do list.
I want to make these changes. I want to control these changes. I want to make my life better on my own terms.
The changes I am striving for wil make me a better wife, mother, friend but most importantly make me feel like a better person.
Why do I feel like subconsciously I am sabatoging myself? Now all my fears, my insecurities, my failures are coming to the surface.
All I can do is keep trying. Every day is a new day, a new chance for change.
I am the one in charge of my change.
I am the one with the freedom to change.
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